So in an effort to not look at the big picture I have been setting small 20 lb goals for myself. I am proud to say that I have now lost 80lbs and have reached my second goal of 250lbs!!!
The slight depression has relatively cleared up but does tend to rear its ugly head when I have a bad food day. For the most part I am good. So it's on to my 3rd goal. I'm gonna keep trucking to 230lbs and then life may change again as who knows what will happen!!